Rinalynn Sato
oh my Benevolence, my heart aches as i think back to the moment i discovered i was pregnant. i remember the mix of emotions that swirled inside me as i took those five pregnancy tests, hoping against hope that they'd all say the same thing. and when they did, i was over the moon with excitement. the first time i heard your heartbeat, it was like music to my ears. i was captivated by the sound of your tiny heart beating away. seeing you for the first time, all snug and tiny inside me, made me feel like i was on top of the world. And when i found out i was having a baby girl, i was overcome with emotion, knowing i'd have a little mini-me to love and cherish. but life had other plans, and the day came when your heartbeat fell silent. it's been hard to come to terms with the fact that you're no longer with me, that i'll never get to see you grow up or hold you close to my heart. i'm sorry i couldn't be there for you sooner, sorry i couldn't give you the life you deserved. my baby, i love you more than words can say, and i wish you could be here to guide me through this tough time.
