Hey MoM ?? So tomorrow will be our first time apart on Mothers Day :.( talk about having to be strong… But I know it will be very exciting for you to be able to spend it with your MoM finally after all the many years you went without sadly. I decided to take the risk & go to church & Brenda said she would be proud to go with me so that changed my mind of staying home but I'll make sure I leave a spot for you ?? it's been so hard seeing all the Mother's Day stuff & hearing people read cards etc. I've seen sooo much stuff you'd love but I keep in mind heaven doesn't compare & your in the best place ever & I wouldn't take that away, so I keep in mind your in the resting place until I finish my work The Lord has for me here. I decided to write today incase I can't tomorrow, so thankful I inherited being strong from you & with the lords help. Also thankful Toi is my god mother even tho she is out of state right now it really helps having her support & her understanding everything. I miss you so much & I try & think of all the good times we had & all that I got to do for you, I know that's what you want me to do. I wish the medical examiner would find out what caused you to go, I don't wanna know but so I can take care of things that need to be done. Your things that have been gifts to others are so precious to them & there so thankful just as I am. Abby is doing great also, happy as can be & even more spoiled lol thank you & sis for watching over us, means the world. Hope you like the memorable setup I did with y'all's urnings, I love being able to look at y'all's pictures & decorate it with love from the things y'all like or love, and most importantly having y'all together like y'all always were ??