Not day goes by when you don't cross my mind, I think about when we last talked on Monday the 25th and you telling me you didn't feel good. Boy I called and called to no avail. I thought we'd have that chance to spend time together with the boys like you always talked about. I miss my phone call sometimes it takes losing someone to appreciate the smile a laugh or a thought. We had our time once before and what I'm thankful most is that after the divorce we remained cool lol you shared a lot, your fears your future plans your hopes and your prayers and for that your presence will always be with me, even more so through the son's we created, I see you in them hear their laughter and hear you, you will be missed and your memory will live on. I hate that they didn't get that one on one they needed from you, I hear you tell my son's " I love em" miss Y'ALL you never ended a call without saying I love you or miss Y'ALL talk to you soon. That hurts thankful that I have your messages, I never told you but the cards and drawing you made me and the boys years ago I still have them, pics and all. You left an imprint on all the boys now men the older ones have memories good and bad and yet still can appreciate your efforts to be their Dad and even after all was said and done they were still yours your words not mine and in that you honored me and stayed true to the man you were. I'm sad and yes I miss you and love you too. God is never wrong his timing is perfect.. Just know I fif what you asked the rest is in God's hands