Mom, words canÃ?¢ââ??‰â??¢t express how thankful I am that God allowed me to be your son. How I came to be so fortunate, I will never know! What I do know is that you taught us to trust in the Lord regardless of the circumstances. Isaiah 41:10, 13 says Ã?¢ââ??¬Ã?â??Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness. For I the LORD thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee.Ã?¢ââ??¬Ã? So, I am standing on thisÃ?¢ââ??¬Ã?¦He will help us all to be comforted in this time. I wonÃ?¢ââ??‰â??¢t pretend to understand why He has taken you home, but I will trust that he is giving you the rest you so richly deserve.I want so badly to hug you once more, tell you how much I Love you, and hear you call me your BB while reassuring me that everything is going to be alright. I know that God will provide all that I need, but that doesnÃ?¢ââ??‰â??¢t prevent me from wanting my mother. Please mom, let me know that you are always near me. While I know that I should live a life that is pleasing to God, I also want to live a life that makes you proud and honors you. In that loving way that only you can do, help me to understand when I am off course and gently guide me back to the right path.I know that you are in a much better place now and for that I canÃ?¢ââ??‰â??¢t help but praise Him. The life you lived honored God in every way and demonstrated to each person you came in contact with the love that Father God has for each of us. I will take every lesson that you have taught me and cherish them forever. I will continue striving to let my light shine as you have taught me. I pray that God will use me for His Glory and allow me to bless even a portion of the folks that you have blessed. I miss you soooo much mom, and I canÃ?¢ââ??‰â??¢t wait to see you in heaven. I Love You Mom!