Ryan Conway
Hey Mat…It hit me hard this year that you were gone. I wish I could've talked to you more since you left Ohio. The creative ways we showed each other friendship by mocking each other is such a huge part of my memory, but it was what made us best friends. There's so much that's happened since you left, I know we would have a lot to talk about. I feel bad I couldn't be there for you. Maybe it was your pride, or maybe I was too unapproachable…whatever the case is, I feel guilty. I'm sorry things turned out this way. I'm still sober, and you have been a big part of that. I don't know if I would've made it this far if it wasn't for you. I still think about or friendship everyday, the good times and the bad. I miss you and love you, brother. My condolences to the Brewster family and all of Mat's friends. Ryanps I would really like to talk to Susan. If you read this Susan, please call. My number is 440-521-6630