So many things, I didn't say, Is it too late now that you've gone away? So many words, So many ways, If you can hear me now, there's something I gotta say…..My thoughts and prayers are with your family through this tough time. I am so saddened by this, and I know you probably wouldn't believe that, but its true. I really hope you read the messages I had sent you over the years and that you knew I didn't hate you or your family, if you didn't choose to read them though, I understand. I can only hope now that you did get them and read them and that you knew how I felt. Its been sometime back now, but I seen you at Lowe's, I was with my dad, and I know you'd remember cause we pulled up and you looked right at me, we were pulling in to park and were right next to you as you walked by the lawn mowers, you walked right between those mowers and my dads truck, and you looked right in the window at me and I was looking right back at you, and I still remember the look you had on your face as we passed by, I've never forgotten and I never will, and I even lifted my hand up and waved a little, but wasn't sure if you'd seen me wave. I walked all over Lowe's looking for you, yes I hoped you were still there, cause I wanted to talk to you, I wanted to know if you'd gotten my messages, I wanted you know that the past was the past and that I didn't hate you, I wanted to apologize to you, and I wanted you to know that yes I was angry, but more at myself and not at you, I just wanted you to know I'd forgiven you. I hope you knew the truth, I really do. That was the last time I seen you though, and that too makes me sad. I never got the chance to tell you to your face, and now I never will, I'm so sorry. And all that stuff I'd told you way back then, before it all went rollin' down hill, (you'd know what I'm talking about I know you would), I meant all of it.. And those feelings ever changed either, even when all that other stuff happened. I'll never forget you, I'll cherish every single memory, all the good ones, (and damn we had some good times thats for sure!), all the not so good ones, and any in between. The world isn't going to be the same without you, "Mitchbag Darrell".. I know you're up in Heaven rockin' out with Dimebag.. Thank You Mitchell Allen Raymond Cullen, Thank YOU for everything. Rest In Peace. Much Love Always.So many times, So many days, You helped me through, Walked me through the rain, So many tears, Have washed away, If you can hear my voice, There's something I have to say..Just one more talk, Just one more turn, If one's too much then..I just want to say, Thank you, For everything, You ever done for me, (done for me) I just want to say, Thank you, For all the things, For saving me, (Saving me)….~HELLYEAH~~Dedicated To You Mitchell~ That song always made me think of you, its one of my all time favorite songs.
