I have admired you for as long as I have memories. You were the big, strong, handsome man in my life that I had such great regard for. I talked about you all the time. No matter the distance between us, I never doubted your love for me. I would trade just about anything to have a chance to see you one last time and say goodbye. I love you more than words can express. I was so proud to call you "Daddy".I've done a lot of hard things in my life, but this is by far the hardest road I have ever had to travel. I know you are there, in heaven, looking down and sending me love and strength.Thank you for everything…your love, support, and especially your faith in me. Know that you are one of the great loves in my life and I will forever miss your hugs and smiles.