Your Mom
Caleb, I try and I try to make since of this terrible tragidy. But I got nothing I am to find comfort in the fact that you are up in heaven, well thats not working for me either. One month ago today we recieved the tragic news that changed our lives forever. I find myself trying to pray to God but I got nothing. I don't have anything to say. I can't ask that he keep my son safe from harm or that he take care of you in heaven. I can pray that your Nano and father be ok. Because quite frankly I don't deserve to be ok not a minute of my life on earth. I need to feel this pain for some reason it makes me feel closer to you. I didn't tell you enough that I loved you but I did. If it could have been me I would have much rather you see and enjoy life as you did. Missing you every minute of every day. Love, Mommy